i realized
i don't want to go forward with you
i want to go back
i want to go back to when your hair was the perfect length
when you liked brockhampton and outkast
and were a closeted feminist
i want to go back to a time where my bed wasn't in the center of my room
when all i wanted to do was look at you
your golden hair, clear skin, and stretched smile
your blue eyes and gold chain and burgundy shorts
but i couldn't because there were lessons to learn
pre-calculus lessons
you stared out the window though
i wasn't that pretty back then
if i had a class with you this year, i'd make it work out for sure
i suppose it isn't just because i'm prettier
it's because i'd treat it as a second chance
i'd win you over somehow
someway
because you're all i love
if i had another chance
i would not take it for granted
i would shoot and try and convince you with everything that i am
showing you that i am all you need.
that everything would make more sense
if we were each other's.
i don't want to go forward with you
i want to go back
i want to go back to when your hair was the perfect length
when you liked brockhampton and outkast
and were a closeted feminist
i want to go back to a time where my bed wasn't in the center of my room
when all i wanted to do was look at you
your golden hair, clear skin, and stretched smile
your blue eyes and gold chain and burgundy shorts
but i couldn't because there were lessons to learn
pre-calculus lessons
you stared out the window though
i wasn't that pretty back then
if i had a class with you this year, i'd make it work out for sure
i suppose it isn't just because i'm prettier
it's because i'd treat it as a second chance
i'd win you over somehow
someway
because you're all i love
if i had another chance
i would not take it for granted
i would shoot and try and convince you with everything that i am
showing you that i am all you need.
that everything would make more sense
if we were each other's.