it's okay that you want someone you don't know.
it's okay that you just want the idea of him,
but would rather not think about it that way.
it's okay that you finally just broke a bad habit, but fell into it again.
it's okay that you miss that asshole.
it's okay to be human and want like a human.
you are not immune to the things everyone else goes through,
even though you may think you are.
you may think more deeply and maturely than others,
but you're still entitled to make the same mistakes they do,
even if they're juvenile.
love is an innate desire
as old as eden.
you are allowed to feel it
and long for it.
you may not want to,
and you may be better off not doing so
but, you are allowed to.
don't hate yourself for it,
but do what's best for you.
it's okay that you just want the idea of him,
but would rather not think about it that way.
it's okay that you finally just broke a bad habit, but fell into it again.
it's okay that you miss that asshole.
it's okay to be human and want like a human.
you are not immune to the things everyone else goes through,
even though you may think you are.
you may think more deeply and maturely than others,
but you're still entitled to make the same mistakes they do,
even if they're juvenile.
love is an innate desire
as old as eden.
you are allowed to feel it
and long for it.
you may not want to,
and you may be better off not doing so
but, you are allowed to.
don't hate yourself for it,
but do what's best for you.