you made me feel like i was in a movie
like every song you showed me was carefully selected by creators in the clouds
like i really was the main character and you were the catalyst.
a movie where you know the characters' lives were boring before the movie started and boring after it ended.
a movie that would leave you crying
and affect how you view the world for the rest of your life.
when you pointed at me and sung that song every time it came on, i floated.
i wasn't there. i wasn't anywhere.
no one else existed but you and me.
it was perfect. that's exactly how i wanted it.
in the three years since we've really spoken, i haven't been able to think of a string of words just enough to describe us.
writing that looks stupid because i know you would think it looks stupid.
it's not even because you aren't the same person you used to be.
i don't know why you would pretend to think it's stupid, that the version of us that we both were and could have been was stupid.
but there's no us anymore, only you and i
and that is stupid.
we're both insanely subpar now
it almost makes me want to say, nothing gold can stay, but that's not how i really feel
i almost religiously believe that some force of the universe is currently trying to piece us back together and drive us back to each other like opposite poles of a magnet or thor and his hammer.
co star asked me, "What are the words you do not yet have?" and i guess you could say that i'm
trying to find them now, but as i stated before, no string of words i've tried have ever been the words.
i don't want to find the words that reflect upon our story because i don't want our story to be done yet.
like every song you showed me was carefully selected by creators in the clouds
like i really was the main character and you were the catalyst.
a movie where you know the characters' lives were boring before the movie started and boring after it ended.
a movie that would leave you crying
and affect how you view the world for the rest of your life.
when you pointed at me and sung that song every time it came on, i floated.
i wasn't there. i wasn't anywhere.
no one else existed but you and me.
it was perfect. that's exactly how i wanted it.
in the three years since we've really spoken, i haven't been able to think of a string of words just enough to describe us.
writing that looks stupid because i know you would think it looks stupid.
it's not even because you aren't the same person you used to be.
i don't know why you would pretend to think it's stupid, that the version of us that we both were and could have been was stupid.
but there's no us anymore, only you and i
and that is stupid.
we're both insanely subpar now
it almost makes me want to say, nothing gold can stay, but that's not how i really feel
i almost religiously believe that some force of the universe is currently trying to piece us back together and drive us back to each other like opposite poles of a magnet or thor and his hammer.
co star asked me, "What are the words you do not yet have?" and i guess you could say that i'm
trying to find them now, but as i stated before, no string of words i've tried have ever been the words.
i don't want to find the words that reflect upon our story because i don't want our story to be done yet.