today my god died
it feels so good though
he wasn't a loving god
he always forgot about me
it's hard to know everything you believed in is gone
but it's comforting to know it's for the best
and that i'll get through it being my own god.
i'm so excited for my future
it'll be the one where i finally stop lying to myself
and doing things i don't want to do
the one where i believe in magic other than the one my former god used to possess
one where i'm free
and i can already feel it
the wind dancing around me
the grass tickling my feet
the sun shining on my face
pursuing my dreams ruthlessly
caring for and protecting myself from dangers i would have succumbed to before
embracing the strength i had been refusing to tap into these past years
i can't believe i'm finally
free.